My blue X'mas...
X'mas eve...
It seems that x'mas this year is the same as any other x'mas that I had. It is weird when the few weeks before x'mas I am always getting all excited but when the day itself came, I'm left with feeling blue.
When again will be the day for family x'mas dinner?
Where were those days when everyone is exchanging gifts?
What happened to the x'mas carols?
Will there ever be a day when things will take a turnover?
*Sigh*
Tarot readings...
*My tarot card for yesterday was Knight of Swords. This is the reading...
"This card portrays a knight holding his sword high, signifying that he is all set for action. The sword in the picture signifies that swift action at this point of time would get the desired result. The Knight of Swords describes a person between 21-30 years. This person gets bored of repetitions. He needs action, change and newness from time to time. In the Knight of Swords, there is focus on instant action. You are likely to find yourself involved with a person who has no fear of the unknown and readily takes a risk. Change is his way of life. The Knight of Swords represents instant action with no time to think over the other options. You are likely to be offered a fleeting opportunity of assistance from a person who is unpredictable and has a quick mind which shall be shortly focused somewhere else"
True enough the person is a friend of mine whom I had dinner with last night. He did offer some assistance for me in getting a full time day job. Frankly speaking, I could easily get one and with a good pay. Shell is the word. Me? Working in Shell? Doing what? What he said to me was "Go for it!" but I don't see myself able to do it. True enough the offer is tremendously tempting but I guess I would only resolve to it only when I feel that I have given up on everything else here with what I have done so far and what I have not. That is not something I would do...just yet. Sigh...then again everything he said made sense. So I'm stubborn but I'm still contemplating.
*My card for today Three of Cups Reversed. This is the reading...
"It signifies a temporary situation. The Three of Cups reversed is also indicative of excess physical enjoyment. You need to see to your health and also take proper care of your diet. Delays are likely, resulting in disappointments. A partnership is likely to dissolve as it no longer holds value. Short-lived gatherings and temporary situations are signified by the reversed Three of Cups"
Sigh...Now this one also made a whole lot of sense. Truly I'm sick and I haven't been watching out for my own health. I still smoke so much even when I'm coughing like an old geezer. Without makeup I look close to death. Stressed out and all I could do is spend my hard earned cash like water as a result from reversal revenge. I'm happy but at the same time I don't. Anyways, it said that it's just a temporary situation so I'll keep my fingers crossed.
I have a crush on you...
그는을 위해 나가 마음을 빼앗겼는 것살이다, 의외로, 그것을 위해 다만 1 일에서 일어났다...
彼はのための私が夢中になる1才である、予想に反して、 それのためにちょうど1日に起こった...
Para él es el que tengo un agolpamiento encendido, inesperado, para él sucedió en apenas un día...
Für ist ihn der, den ich eine Zerstampfung an habe, unerwartet, für es geschah an gerade einem Tag
Do you really wanna know what these mean?
My ol time favorite...
Kenny Rogers - Lady
Lady, I'm your knight in shining armor and I love you
You have made me what I am and I am yours
My love, there's so many ways I want to say I love you
Let me hold you in my arms forever more
You have gone and made me such a fool
I'm so lost in your love
And oh, we belong together
Won't you believe in my song?
Lady, for so many years I thought I'd never find you
You have come into my life and made me whole
Forever let me wake to see you each and every morning
Let me hear you whisper softly in my ear
In my eyes I see no one else but you
There's no other love like our love
And yes, oh yes, I'll always want you near me
I've waited for you for so long
Lady, your loves the only love I need
And beside me is where I want you to be
cause, my love, theres somethin I want you to know
Youre the love of my life, youre my lady!
The hurtful part of sorrow...
I feel so left alone..or lonely some might call it.
Feeling rejected and unattended,
Ignored and full of sorrow,
How is it possible that days gone by
be filled with nothing less than a bar of chocolate
and at the end of the day tastes nothing
but like a cup of bitter coffee?
hug me and kiss me...for I could not less care
that you don't actually miss me,
I've cared so much for you
but in the end i'm just a measly,
To you, you just couldn't care less
Please help me, listen to me...
I'm talking words that don't come so easily,
for my heart bursts freely
to the emotions that generates uncontrollably,
My darling...understand me,
the hurt and pain that crawls into me
Like a stoic craves for a perfect being,
unjudged and free from meaning of sanity
I'm contradicting...
but it's only for a short phase
White Flag...
I'm somehow feeling unfulfilled but I'm so called happy. My life these days are more like hanging around in a pub or lounge with my gal friends. Clubs are too noisy and besides, it's getting pretty boring. It's really hard sometimes when we're dancing our heart out and trying hard to catch the attention of guys around. Lol! Sounds desperate but come on...it felt great.
Girls when we get together, all we talk about is our so called miserable life and laughing our ass off to lame jokes. We started sipping more of our cocktails and suddenly we feel light in the head. Started laughing for no reason and that might sound like a sad thing but heck, we were having fun.
It's funny how one moment you're so down and the next you're hyper. Timing...timing...timing...It takes time to heal! Wargh!
Shiat...demn lazy to type dy
The Wedding...
24th June 2006: The sweet couple after the wedding mass.
Hmm, I wonder when is it going to be my turn? Ohiok ohiok ohiok!
24th June 2006: Before wedding dinner.
The three of us just couldn't help ourselves from admiring the flower arch behind us. Pink...purple...pink...S.W.E.E.T! lol
24th June 2006 : Group picture after the wedding dinner.
Where's the bride? FYI the beautiful bride is standing at the last row wearing a purple dress.
A Sad Story...
A sad story....
It's 3 minutes to 1.30am in the morning. Not asleep, mind hay wired. There has been a few things that are going through my head. Thinking of ways to find suitable solutions but every time I start, I'm always stuck at the beginning. It's hard to let go. I've told a few of my closest friends and what they've shared with me makes a whole lot of sense. Of course I get all sorts of advices and suggestions but with the stubbornness in me just never seemed to be able to accept them. I have tried, probably a little too much but I know I fought hard.She (a friend) said it happened out of my expectation which is true. And when I expect it to go further, it backfired. Instead of going forward, it went backwards. Why? This time, I am honest and I'm straightforward. It didn't work as well. Maybe the problem is not with me. Maybe it's with him. Maybe, probably, might be...who knows?Hmm...I wonder if I scared him off? The last words he said was short and painful. Gradually, as the days go by there weren't any more calls and no more messages. Then, I'm drunk again and so I cried. When I do, I asked myself why because I wanted an answer. Who am I kidding? There's only one person who can answer my question. And that person of course, is him...Miles away, on the same ground on earth I put myself the faith in him. Not knowing whether it is a dumb thing to do, I'm also even praying for him. To be safe and to live life in happiness. So now, I depend on time to heal and lots of comfort from people around me.I got an answer. I refused to acknowledge it because there wasn't any explanation. Probably it don't even matter now because with those few words he told me is enough to make me stop from hoping. I don't blame him, for I believe him. I just hope that he didn't manipulate my trust for his own purpose.Now, all I wished for is for him to start calling and messaging me again. I miss those times. The surprises and the moments we had were too valuable to be left as just memories. From what I know he has the biggest impact in my life and he knows it.This time, I'll pray for my next wish to come true...
Jaded for time...
I'm solely jaded
The fear has been unleashed
Uptil this point I can't forget
I can't ignore
And I can't stop sorrow...
Time is evil but I braved
I gave it hope
But it all crumbled like a baby's cradle
To some it is known
Hurt is forever a shadow...
Purple showers and sweet scented flowers...
Searching butterflies and dragonflies
I always believed in fairytales
Little pixies and gnomes
Brings innocence of childhood
They flow right through me
Forcing faith
Forcing hope
I shut my eyes lightly
To open and stand in a garden
Where it rains purple waters
And sweet scented flowers blooms after
Draped in a while silken dress
My hair flows with the breeze
Whispering among the trees
The glow that I've been searching for
Finally shines through my smile
And the babysteps I make
At the tip of my fingers
The drops of dew
Glitters from the ray of the sun
As the sun sets in the evening
I watched the world around me turn gold
Looked up into the sky
I made a wish
Upon the first star I see
That I'd forever stay this way
Then I shut my eyes again
Only to know
I'll keep searching
For butterflies and dragonflies...
Hero
I am somehow relieved. At least I think I do.
*Sigh*
Weehoo gonna go out this monday to Low Yat with a hometown friend. Poor guy, just broke up with his gf. I understand how it feels especially when you're the one who's being dumped. Guess people like him and I are just easier to be 'thrown'. LOL...Just kidding!
And weehoo again, hopefully I get back my Jazz CDs at the time as well. Keeping my fingers crossed.
Mmm...Mariah Carey's Hero is playing on my Winamp now and come to think of it I feel uplifted...proly just for a while. It'll do...it'll do...A really good song. Never fails to make one feel much better.
Today is the last day of the promotion. I'm jobless now. Hopefully will get another job soon enough. Or I'll be bored til death. Will be doing more freelancing. It's more relaxing and at the same time can earn hard cash. *Wink*
Neways, gotta continue playing online pool now. Totally addicted....
Snook & Forever Love
Just came back not too long ago from a session of snooker with the Hennessy guys. Ryan and Kong to be exact. Played a few games to kill the boredom that's been looming for quite sometime. If anyone's up for pool or snooker, I'm a call away. Always been a fan of these two games. The thrill of getting balls into pockets (sounds pathetic but true and a bit obscene as well) is just dwelling enough to get me go Moo-Moo like the cows.
I stared at myself at the mirror for quite sometime while Lee Hom's Forever Love is playing on my laptop. I'm not too sure whether you guys have heard of this song but the lyrics are really meaningful. My favourite line is the first line of the song. I started asking myself thousands of questions then that I myself can't find the exact answers to. All I could do is being judgemental about it and give my best shot to actually clear out the unclear. Basically, just come out with my own opinion about almost anything and everything I can think of. So much for logics and sense. Pretty stupid but safe.
Been sleeping really late or should I say early in the morning. I think it's going to be my sleeping ritual soon unless I find something that could make me stop doing it. And I know what it is but I cant seem to grasp them in my hands yet. Hopefully, when everything goes well I will be much more of a happier person and not fake it out just to show people that I'm okay. Haven't prayed much but I remembered doing it when I was drunk like hell last week. That was really the day.
Talking about it, I got myself really drunk from drinking with the customers. I had more than 10 shots or cognac (Hennessy) mix and on the rocks. I thought I could handle it but I guess I was wrong. When work was over I started feeling dizzy and queasy. Got to the car and started puking like mad. Moments later I was crying. I cried it all out. The stress and problems that were long built up were all expressed when I cried. It was nothing to be proud of but it made me feel a little better after. *Sigh*...and I blurted some stuff which I wasn't suppose to. I must have had them up to my neck. Too painful even to scream at so crying was the next best option. It worked! Although, I should practice on the screaming where first of all I need to find the spot to do so. The last time I screamed while I covered a pillow over my mouth. Not so good of an idea but it wasn't too bad.
I don't know why I am telling all this. Probably for me to recall back in the near future perhaps. Whatever...I'm feeling much better now that I've let it all out once again.
Time to go to bed and wish for a dream that could make me go Moo-Moo forever. Cheers to Lee Hom!
To be born a human...
I miss my Jazz CDs. They're not with me now when I need them the most. Feeling somehow down and blue today. Then again, it's me...I always think too much when I shouldn't. How could I when I have so much things going on happening in my life? Tell you how it feels like. It feels like falling off a building into infinity. You pass by windows trying to call out for help. Some sees you and tried to help but couldn't and some sees you but they just pretended not to see you because they have other stuff to worry about...or perhaps they're just plain selfish. Then again, in the beginning, it was your own decision. YOU decided to jump off the building. You KNEW the consequences but you did it anyways. Why? No matter how complicated a human behaviour could be, there's always an explanation. Frustrated and fed up is all I can feel now. Somehow, I think I'm always stuck to a NO-WIN situation. Whatever it is...I can't find the reasons.
I'm so tired..........................really really tired..............................
I don't know... Am I too nice? Am I naive? Or am I just plain stupid?
Missing my fav choco, my fav coffee and my fav jazz collections. Helps me to clear my mind a lot. Of course, there are times when after the second bite of choco, I could feel tears welling up in my eyes and trickling down my cheeks.
To think about it, I am definitely happy to be born a human but the irony is emotions are hard to control. Beautiful it is...to feel pain and happiness.
........beautiful.......
What a day...
*Sigh of relief
At last! Studies are over...but not officially. Not too sure whether I'm gonna pass or not. I just wish and hope I do.
Work is still on though. Mom has been bugging me to confirm a date to go home where I dont feel like it. I do wanna go home but I'm pretty lazy to face my mom and dad after what happened. Think I'll be even more depressed if I were to be at home. Whatever! Right now, I'll just concentrate on the part time job I have til the end of the month then I'll think about it. Home wont run away...right?
Somehow I still feel tensed but not so much like few weeks ago. Went clubbing yesterday at The Loft right after work. Had to wait for more than hour for the rest to come which was a turn off. Was beginning to feel irritated waiting. Club closes at 3am and we're still outside at 2.15am!!! What a *bleep*ing drag! Then we decided to go in first after a lengthy process and when we were finally inside, Sidney, Kim and I had already wore a long face. Particularly ready to prounce on someone like a bunch of hyenas and start digging organs out just for the heck of it. Went one big slow round to find a place to hang. Just when we found a spot, we had to move. Fine...Then, we found another spot again. And guess what? Yes! We had to move AGAIN!
*Sigh*
I was beginning to feel more than frustrated. Later on, 3 of us girls (Sidney, Kim and I) start moving to a more spacious area a bit further than the rest to dance. Unintentionally...we found another spot which is much more better than the rest of the 2 spots we were at earlier, so...we told the rest to come over. Then, Sidney found an extremely nice spot (table with sofas) so we moved again. That was the last. We finally settled down. So much for living like a nomad for a night. Quite tiring I should say...and irritating.
The nite went on alright. Had fun finally after we had our drinks. Danced like mad. When the nite was over we sat and just had a short conversation before Kim started to feel weird and I accompanied her to the toilet. Unexpectedly she started puking. I guess she was already high then. Didn't eat earlier before drinking so she couldn't puke anything much. The session went on for quite some time. When we were out of the toilet, we found out that we are the last ones to actually leave the place. Jason offered to fetch Kim and I back home. I agreed upon it since the rest are so looking forward to go for 'yum cha'. Off we went back to Taman Desa to get Kim's car. I drove home at 60km/h and less so not to make Kim feeling queasy. Finally, when we got home, I still have to get some stuff ready for Kim then when done, went into my room and got myself ready for bed.
What a day...what a day.....................
Feeling sentimental anyone?
At this moment, I have a bar of choco (extra fine milk pralines)... a cup of coffee and a whole list of jazz playing in my winamp.
*smile*
Sigh.......!
Currently, it's still Jamie Cullum and soon it's gonna be Michael Buble. Yeay! They're gonna jazz my room up. I feel so honoured. Singing only for me tonight and one on one in my room. *smiles* (ALERT! this is what too much of romance movies can do to you - please do NOT try this at home unless if you're wiling to take risks!)
And yes, I'm in my sentimental mood. It's really weird how jazz could make me feel this way. Not that I'm a die hard fan of jazz but seriously...it has been unimaginable. I feel like wearing a nice dress and start dancing. Get a romantic partner and have a romantic dance all... through... the night...sigh! For your info...ever since the music started playing, like say an hour ago I've been smiling so much that I think my face formed dimples which I once used to have. Hold on.! Just to reconfirm, lemme check in the mirror.
*trod trod trod*
*screaming can be heard*
*back on pc*
Dang...I've been ripped off. I thought I got back my dimples but instead I have bits of choco on my face! Argh...
Anyways, I think I should be enjoying my night today since I will have restless nights to come.
Any of you feeling lonely, I suggest you try my method. Although it doesn't last, at least it works. *wink*
Went FCM Nite feeling unwell.
Phew...
Just came back from FCM Nite. It was ok, so-so, nothing interesting although I must say that James Baum is so cute!!! I think that's how u spell his name. He came and made a performance of a few songs. Um...He sang Mario Winans' I Don't Wanna Know and Usher's You Got It Bad. Not bad! Not bad! Sumore he's cuteeeee. Oh yeah, if I got the name wrong tag me, yeah?
Everyone was busy taking shots of each other in their so pretty/glamorous and smart attires. Not to say I'm against it but the camera flashes are making me even dizzy-er and my eyes hurt. Probably it's because I'm sick. I almost thought of not going for the nite becoz when I woke up this afternoon, I felt my head was ready to explode and my body aching all over. When I tried to open the bottle cap of a mineral bottle, I barely could make it. My muscles were aching like mad.
I was already giving up. I know I'm really really sick this time. It will be a sin if I don't go for the Nite becoz I spent soooo... much on it. And so I told myself, proly I take an hour nap, hopefully I'll feel better.
Got up, showered and dressed. Head off to J.W Marriott. Everything was fine until halfway during dinner. The headache came back. Then when the nite was over, my muscles started to ache and I can feel my breath really warm as I breathe out. This is it!!! Confirm I sick!!! Kim, Abs and the rest thought of going Rum Jungle. I wanted to go but then again I decided not to. It will probably make things worse. So I 'hitched' a ride from Jo to go home and the funniest thing was there were 7 of us in the car. It was ok...didn't misplace any bones. But it was near hell. At least, I get to go home. Oh yeah, sumore got road block, but we managed to go past. Ehehe!
That was it. Now I'm home. I just wanna finish this up, wash up and then take some medication and go off to sleep. Most proly will go see a doc tmrw. I think I should. But I don't really like going to the docs. Sigh!
Time for me to buzz off.
~Buzzzz~
I feel like I'm a stoic
Oh man, I think my blog is starting to turn into one of those lyrics websites.
Don't worry!! It's not going to! Not anytime soon or later or forever. Just wanna share songs that I really like and how the lyrics are really giving an exact meaning to how I'm experiencing my feelings currently.
Very disturbing and very intriguing at the same time. Like Alanis' Uninvited song...I felt like I'm the Stoic...squirming but of course no one's watching coz I don't think I would like ppl to watch me do it. It probably will be unsightly and maybe to some, fun to be dazzled at. And I bet I know who would think so. ABU HATIM!!! Ehehehe...then after 5 minutes watching me he'll start worrying. Proly would send me to some psychiatric hospital in his good ol Betty (Maybe not so good anymore - pls update me on ur Betty tim!).
(*Phone ringing)
BRB...............................
Hmm, my ex from Taiwan just called. Couldn't say anything much coz I'm coughing a lot. It gets worse when I try to speak. No special topic. He'd called me up sometimes and ask me how am I treating life. Basically, keeping each other updated. He's my first ex. Dun misunderstood though. I don't have the same feelings towards him like I used to 5 years ago. Those were the days. Not that I had much fun. (*roll eyes)
It's late!!
(Clock on the laptop shows it's 4.33AM)
Should be sleeping by now. Kinda excited bout tmrw nite. Hopefully all of the final year students are going. It would be sad if some are left out. Oh yeah, it's FCM (Faculty of Creative Multimedia) Nite tmrw. Not that all of us gonna be working in the same firm or in the same line in future. So I guess tmrw nite will be the time we all could gather talk talk, laugh laugh, and maybe do sumthing stupid because there isn't actually anymore classes going on in campus. It's so funny how when it only gets to the final year, almost everyone will start to mingle more with unknown existence fellow mates and talk like we've known each other for ages. Ironic..but I guess it happens to most of the other faculties or universities as well. And mind you...remembering names at the very last minute is NOT GOOD! Especially for a person who is absent minded as I am.
Anyways, I think I should be off to sleep. Gonna have lunch with Kim sumwhere and alter her dress for the nite.
(*Put both hands together and pray)
"I hope to have a beautiful dream later"
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~ZzzZzzZZz~
Ooh...I so love this song.
FIONA APPLE - Paper Bag
I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
-I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
-Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cuz I know I’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up
I got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
-Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn’t stay, wouldn’t put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, ‘Honey, I don’t feel so good, don’t feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,’
- he said‘It’s all in your head,’ and I said, ‘So’s everything’
-But he didn’t get it
- I thought he was a manBut he was just a little boy
-Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cuz I know I’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up
I got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
-Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
-Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cuz I know I’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up
I got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
-Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
Another one of my fav songs
ALANIS MORISSETTE - Uninvited
Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepard meet shepard
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate
My ol time fav R&B
JOE - I Wanna Know
Yeah, oh yeah
Alright, oh, oh, oh
It's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm
Everytime you come around me I get weak, oh yeah
Nobody ever made me feel this way, oh
You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away
So I wanna know
[1] - I wanna know what turns you on
So I can be all that and more
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile
Girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no
And he never took the time to make it work
(You deserve more loving, girl)
Baby I'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes I do, oh
Anyway that I can please you let me learn
So I wanna know
[Repeat 1]
[2] - Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true
[Repeat 2]
I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright
And find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh
I do believe that there's a love you wanna share, oh, oh
I'll take good care of you lady, have no fear, oh
So I wanna know
[Repeat 1]
[Repeat 2 (2x)]
[Repeat 1 till end]
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*Hmm, now where can I get a guy who would actually do all of the stated above for me?
A bunch of crap
Ooga chaka ooga ooga chaka...
Heh...reminded me of my tribal decendants. Imagine the dance that goes with it. Huahua..luckily I wasn't born during those days.
There I go talking crap again. Lamo Mayo....Ayoo [Black American slang (just to be polite)]
Freakin' hell..I've been listening to just Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway and Beautiful Disaster for the WHOLE day. I am getting tired of them but my mind is set to listen to these two songs. I seriously need a revamp. I need to release everything and try to concentrate what is more important now.
*Sneeze*
What a bunch of crap. Yeah...a whole load of shit. Who am I kidding? Thanx to the existence of procrastination. *Knock head* No wonder...It's hollow. DuUuuUuuUuuh!!
My bad my bad, been calling myself stupid these days.
Argh..I talk too much crap
Lame Addiction
I don't wanna press rewind
Never wanna let u back in my life
I live to know that you were a mistake
And I hated the fact I was so blind
"It's ok now" I tell myself
I'm finally realizing
You were just a game I got addicted to
It's all a lame game I've wasted my time on
I'm breathing
The fresh air after a bad round
Cheats I've tried never won me anything
I smiled to myself, so profounded
After all, everything is just another game
No one ever really gain
Sunday, September 26, 2004.3.30am
Smelly tofu anyone?
It's 6.32am on a Monday morn and I'm still up since last night. At this particular moment I'm listening to Chantal Kreviazuk's Leaving On A Jetplane and I'd actually forget how romantic this song could be. Get me to reminisce ol memories. Good but bad at the same time. Then there's Edwin McCain's I'll Be playing next. Sigh...Could imagine myself dancing with my dream guy. Nyeh nyeh nyeh...!
*Back to reality all of the sudden*
Pheyyewww...what's that smell? Yuck! I'm like halfway building castles in the air then all of the sudden there's this terrible odor coming from outside.
*Looks out the window*
The neighbor seems to be up quite early. Heh, maybe the mom is fryin some stinky tofu for breakfast. Man, imagine that. Poor children. I bet when they get to school and during middle of the class, start farting and what not. What's worse is having a wet fart.
*Shakes the thought of the after effect*
Hokayyyy....I think that's about enough. Although, I could go more detailed (Comments? Comments?). Hehe...just kidding. I'm off! Gotta get sum sleep.
Halloween 2004 - The Deranged Girl. Not much of the feel when there's 2 aliens hogging the background.
Phewitt....nice hair! Ohiok ohiok!
To blog or not to...
I was thinking long and hard about having my own blog site.
Few people that I know of have at least one. The day I began to browse blogs was when my housemate - hatim - sent me his blog URL. He sent me a couple of times and I didn't really bother much to check it out. In the end, when I was soooooo bored that I actually felt like biting my toenails (yeah...that bored! when you're bored you'll feel like doing something stupid) I asked for his URL. From that day on I began browsing blogs that belong to friends or friends of friends. The stuff that people can write amuses me and I thought 'Hey...why don't I start one myself? At least, I have something to do although it might not be beneficial'. Just for the heck of it and of course easier to update friends what's hot and what's not in my life. Hehe!
Anyways, that was just an intro to what's coming next. If you wanna be a 'mak kepo', browse anytime you feel like.
Oh yeah...should I actually be celebrating in accordance to my success of having my own blogspot? Hellllll..........................NO! That would be stooopid la. But I'm glad. Thanx tim!
