My blue X'mas...
X'mas eve...
It seems that x'mas this year is the same as any other x'mas that I had. It is weird when the few weeks before x'mas I am always getting all excited but when the day itself came, I'm left with feeling blue.
When again will be the day for family x'mas dinner?
Where were those days when everyone is exchanging gifts?
What happened to the x'mas carols?
Will there ever be a day when things will take a turnover?
*Sigh*
Tarot readings...
*My tarot card for yesterday was Knight of Swords. This is the reading...
"This card portrays a knight holding his sword high, signifying that he is all set for action. The sword in the picture signifies that swift action at this point of time would get the desired result. The Knight of Swords describes a person between 21-30 years. This person gets bored of repetitions. He needs action, change and newness from time to time. In the Knight of Swords, there is focus on instant action. You are likely to find yourself involved with a person who has no fear of the unknown and readily takes a risk. Change is his way of life. The Knight of Swords represents instant action with no time to think over the other options. You are likely to be offered a fleeting opportunity of assistance from a person who is unpredictable and has a quick mind which shall be shortly focused somewhere else"
True enough the person is a friend of mine whom I had dinner with last night. He did offer some assistance for me in getting a full time day job. Frankly speaking, I could easily get one and with a good pay. Shell is the word. Me? Working in Shell? Doing what? What he said to me was "Go for it!" but I don't see myself able to do it. True enough the offer is tremendously tempting but I guess I would only resolve to it only when I feel that I have given up on everything else here with what I have done so far and what I have not. That is not something I would do...just yet. Sigh...then again everything he said made sense. So I'm stubborn but I'm still contemplating.
*My card for today Three of Cups Reversed. This is the reading...
"It signifies a temporary situation. The Three of Cups reversed is also indicative of excess physical enjoyment. You need to see to your health and also take proper care of your diet. Delays are likely, resulting in disappointments. A partnership is likely to dissolve as it no longer holds value. Short-lived gatherings and temporary situations are signified by the reversed Three of Cups"
Sigh...Now this one also made a whole lot of sense. Truly I'm sick and I haven't been watching out for my own health. I still smoke so much even when I'm coughing like an old geezer. Without makeup I look close to death. Stressed out and all I could do is spend my hard earned cash like water as a result from reversal revenge. I'm happy but at the same time I don't. Anyways, it said that it's just a temporary situation so I'll keep my fingers crossed.
I have a crush on you...
그는을 위해 나가 마음을 빼앗겼는 것살이다, 의외로, 그것을 위해 다만 1 일에서 일어났다...
彼はのための私が夢中になる1才である、予想に反して、 それのためにちょうど1日に起こった...
Para él es el que tengo un agolpamiento encendido, inesperado, para él sucedió en apenas un día...
Für ist ihn der, den ich eine Zerstampfung an habe, unerwartet, für es geschah an gerade einem Tag
Do you really wanna know what these mean?
My ol time favorite...
Kenny Rogers - Lady
Lady, I'm your knight in shining armor and I love you
You have made me what I am and I am yours
My love, there's so many ways I want to say I love you
Let me hold you in my arms forever more
You have gone and made me such a fool
I'm so lost in your love
And oh, we belong together
Won't you believe in my song?
Lady, for so many years I thought I'd never find you
You have come into my life and made me whole
Forever let me wake to see you each and every morning
Let me hear you whisper softly in my ear
In my eyes I see no one else but you
There's no other love like our love
And yes, oh yes, I'll always want you near me
I've waited for you for so long
Lady, your loves the only love I need
And beside me is where I want you to be
cause, my love, theres somethin I want you to know
Youre the love of my life, youre my lady!
